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Fuer Immer Jetzt

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I see you crying
And nobody wipes away your tears
I hear you screaming
Because silence is suffocating you
I feel your heart
It is as lonely as you are
Let yourself fall
Close your eyes

Hey
The world stops for you
Hey
Here in my arms
Forever now
Forever now

When you search
And you lose yourself
Then I find you
And bring you back to me

For one day
For one night
For one moment
When you laugh
We break through time
Against every law
Forever you and me
Forever now

We set our pieces together
We are one like Yin and Yang
Do you feel me
When you breath
Do you feel me
When there's nobody

Do you feel me
When you breathe
Do you feel me
Here in my arms

For one day
For one night
For one moment
In which you laugh
We break through time
Against every law
Forever you and me
Forever now

We put our shards together
We are one like Yin and Yang

[link] ‘Für Immer Jetzt’ by Tokio Hotel (lyrics translated to English)

© Music by: Dave Roth, Pat Benzner, David Jost, Tom Kaulitz
Lyrics by: Dave Roth, Pat Benzner, David Jost, Bill Kaulitz

This is specially done for :iconegil21:’s Humanoid contest. :)

‘Für Immer Jetzt’, the song which lyrics I like the most from both ‘Humanoid’ album versions. :heart:
I came to this one day when I was trying to draw without success and suddenly a picture came up to my mind. I felt I had to draw it but I forgot that idea right in that moment because there was no way I could draw that.
Then, one day, I was reading :iconesteljf:’s journal where she wrote that, if you want to do something, you should give it a try. And I don’t know how but a couple days after that I picked up a piece of paper and a pencil and I started drawing. Suddenly, it was like the pencil was a part of my arm, of me, and I couldn’t stop drawing. For the first time on my life, I did the sketch of a drawing all at once. When I finished, I couldn’t stop staring at what I’ve done. ‘Did I really do that?’ was my first thought. I had never drawn by mind and watching how it came out was really surprising.
I’ve been working on this the last week and now that I finished it, I feel this is my masterpiece. It's A3 size so I had to scan it in two pieces and put it together (which kinda matches the song too 'We set our pieces together' :D ) so you can see a mark in the middle of it but even so, I like it. No matter how many mistakes it has or how many people will tell me they don’t like it, I love it. Damn, this came ALL from my mind. I even drew the clothes without looking at a picture. I was inspired by clothes that Tom and Bill really own but I never looked at pictures when drawing so, yes, both clothes and accessories might have some mistakes comparing to the original ones. But I don’t care. I really love this.
It’s my first illustration and also my first artwork since I turned 17 and I think I’ll be doing more soon. So, that means I'll back to the 4 year old look-a-like drawings :D :D
This took me a few days to finish because I worked a lot to make it look as much realistic as my mind could think of but also because I’ve done many layers of skin and hair. I seriously hope you will like this and it will make it up for you for my absence.
I wanted to show brothers love between Bill and Tom and I think I got it the way I wanted to. I did their faces so they would look quite suffering, I hope I got it. I did this totally inspired on the song above. Anyway, I wish I could show this drawing to twins themselves, I’d like to know what they think about it. As I can’t, I’m going to give a try and leave a link to this on Tom’s blog. Yeah, I know he won’t read my comment but I think that the very tiny possibility of having him watching it makes me happy.
Hmm… well, I guess it’s all for now.
All comments, faves and features are more than welcome! :)
xx,
Ester

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For :icongimmefeedback: members:

This is a drawing done completely from my mind. I’d like to know if you think it looks like these guys: [link]

What do you think about the shading? Does the lightning looks okay?

Now, something more specific. (These two guys are twins so, for better understanding, Bill is the one who wears make-up and a necklace and Tom is the one with cornrows and a pattern hoodie.) What do you think of Tom's cornrows, do they look enough realistic? What about Bill's hair? Do you think their poses look okay?

Also, I’d like to ask you to tell me what do you feel when looking at this picture? What does it show you? Tell me your feelings, it’s very important to me.

All other feedback that you think that might help me to improve is welcome too :)
Thanks in advance ;)



This is an illustration work © Ester Durães. Please do not claim it to be yours and always give me credit for it!

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entwineddarkness's avatar
#GimmeFeedback This is so pretty. =) I love Tom's cornrows. Your hair skills are great. Only thing is I think there are a bit too many lines on Tom's arm...I think it should be smoother. This evokes very nice feelings of bromance for me. =)